the end.

I started bleeding again Wednesday night and went into irreversible labor. I went to the hospital again as soon as contractions started, but it was too late, my cervix was totally thinned and dilated. I had to deliver even though it meant my little girl would die. I held her and she was perfect. There are no words for my grief.

Author: Mother of All Things

Mother by fostering, adoption, and marriage... wife to my best friend... Bay area critical care nurse... travel in my blood, reading in my bones, clean food on my mind!

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