feeling left out

I feel so left out of motherhood. Both of my sisters have a little girl. The woman I fell in love with, who had a son from her first marriage, went on to have two little girls without me. I read foster blogs where it seems everyone at least has a placement pretty continuously, if not pre-adoptive.

And me… I’m researching the best places to by gravestones for my baby. And my foster son (happily) went home to his loving family 3 months ago, and I haven’t had a call since

Author: Mother of All Things

Mother by fostering, adoption, and marriage... wife to my best friend... Bay area critical care nurse... travel in my blood, reading in my bones, clean food on my mind! View all posts by Mother of All Things