Co-worker at work is collecting things on pinterest for her sister-in-law’s baby shower. Sister-in-law isn’t even out of her first trimester.
I want to scream at everyone who talks about baby showers. What is WRONG with you people?!?!? How DARE you assume that being pregnant means you’re bringing home a real live baby? How dare you act as if you are luckier than me, different than me? How dare you be so fucking presumptuous, when I’m standing RIGHT HERE, a living breathing example that no one and nothing is safe?!
Today has been super hard. Like it just happened last week. I feel like I’m being punched in the gut continuously, life won’t give me a break. There’s not one moment I’m not being sliced in two or kicked in the head with my grief.