deeply unhappy

I am just so unhappy.

I feel like I’m tired of working so much, and ready to get out for a change of scenery. But I don’t want to go alone. No one else has time off like I do. I have no friends to go out drinking with. No one to travel with. I have absolutely nothing to do with myself if I’m not at work. Before, I was going to have a baby. I didn’t need anyone else. I had a purpose. I had a reason to get up in the morning, to marvel at life.

Right now, I feel I have nothing. Nothing to get out of bed for, unless I have to go to work. It’s an awful feeling.

Author: Mother of All Things

Mother by fostering, adoption, and marriage... wife to my best friend... Bay area critical care nurse... travel in my blood, reading in my bones, clean food on my mind!

5 thoughts on “deeply unhappy”

  1. My hand to God I am not a creepy blog stalker..having said that, if you live(d) in Seattle I’d talk you into going roller skating tomorrow. I wish there were deeper words than “I’m sorry” There will be light again someday. ((Hugs))

  2. If you’re ever in Toronto you have a host(ess) in me. I love showing people my city…lots to do in the Spring/Summer and Fall, too.

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