Oh my god. I have literally got so much to do and no motivation to do it. The house is a wreck (per usual) and there are things I need to do… like wrap presents, organize cupboards to make room for stuff from my grandma’s things, and get rid of old stuff, and put together the tandem bike attachment and bike rack, and the list goes on. The inside of my car is in dire need of cleaning. My yard needs cleaning up, too. But I’m just frozen, feel like I’m walking in thick sludge. It’s hard to pick my feet up and move.
I feel god-awful lonely. I have the unshakeable urge to just talk to someone, so here I am blog. Talking and procrastinating. The days are gray and dreary. Night comes very early. I’ve lost my appetite. I feel restless and simultaneously completely lacking in motivation.
Time to get my act together!
Update
Cleaned the whole house, including drawers and cupboards, the yard, and the car! Went grocery shopping, gave little miss a nice bath and read lots of stories before an easy bedtime. Then watched the newest episode of This Is Us with some wine and the Christmas tree. Turned out to be a good day!
Mother of All Things 
Don’t hesitate to email me if you need someone to talk to!